Well the Christmas events start tomorrow night. And usually I would be overjoyed, but this year it is all just a huge reminder that my husband is so far away. I seem to be holding myself together fairly well, but from time to time I feel like I'm cracking. Today while I was watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse with my Dad and little man I randomly burst into tears. It was so awkward.
Then to make matters even worse, I watched the finale of 16 and Pregnant and it made me so irritated. I understand that her decision was basically impossible, but she kept jerking those people back and forth and it was just completely unfair. She needed to be an adult and be able to make her mind. That girl couldn't make her mind up about ANYTHING! I'm surprised that she was even able to get dressed without someone telling her what to put on.
Anyways, enough of my sadness and ranting.
I had such an awesome day if I forget about all that other stuff. We went to my Moms and made our holiday wreath for Christmas eve, then we ran some errands at Wal-Mart and Advance Auto. Little man is back to his normal self too. Last week he started to get a little irritable. Then Mom and I took him on a day out on Sunday and that was the cure. He was getting tired of being cooped up. Back in San Diego we usually are out and about more, even if it's just a run to the park for an hour. But here it's different. We have snow and cold weather so the park isn't really an option anymore.
After little man and I came home I went to make the wreath for the Linkous family get together tomorrow night and I did all the exact same stuff that Mom and I did, but for some reason mine was horrible. It was so runny and weird. For some reason all my baking/cooking skills have been completely thrown out of whack since I've been here. I can barely cook as it is, but lately it's just been HORRIBLE!
Well, I'm tired. Off to bed for me!
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