This has been the worst Christmas I have ever had. From being away from Bruce to petty drama. The only thing that made it good was my son. I just don't understand people anymore. I am so frustrated with people and their need to have constant friction. And I am tired of being treated as if I am a child. I am a grown woman and I have NEVER had to depend on anyone to bail me out of anything. I have my own family and we support ourselves and yet I get treated as if I am some naive child. How dare anyone talk to me like that! I will not sit there and silently take it next time. I am just so pissed off that people think that they have the right to butt their nose into my life. If I make a decision then it is my decision to make and if you have a problem with it then you come to me. Don't sneak behind my back and do something that a child would do. UGH! My first Christmas without my husband and I have to deal with this shit. And I'll be damned if I take anything from them again, present or anything else. I had to rip up my Christmas present and that just breaks my heart. But I'm done with it. I'm done with it all. From now on if anyone starts this shit with me I am just going to leave. I will not live my life constantly being bombarded by this stuff. I have a wonderful husband and an amazing son and if you can't be apart of my life without being negative then I don't have to come around anymore.
Well enough of the crap, well never mind, I have one more thing to say. When you become a parent it isn't about you anymore, it is about your child. So, if you want to screw you life up and be a druggie and amount to nothing then that is your issue, but how dare you put your child into this mess. Trash...trash...trash...
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