The days here in Tennessee have been blurring together. It seems lke I've been here forever, but at the same time I still have so much longer to go. Little Bruce has been saying Dada constantly and it's killing me. I know that he misses him so much and doesn't understand why Daddy isn't here. But family has been awesome. He has taken to everyone so well and it's been such a blessing. We have already sent out our first care package and I've already started on the second one. Bruce sent home a video of him reading a bedtime story for little man and it was so awesome to see him. I miss him so much. I am so tired all the time though. I feel like I am constantly visiting someone or doing something and having to deal with all of that plus missing Bruce is starting to get to me.
Anyways, on a more positive note, I've lost lbs since we've been here in Tennessee! I am so excited! Only 33 more to go! I have been going to the gym four days a week and working my butt off. Plus I am getting my tan back! Yay! I am so tired of being a ghost!
My new goal is to put a little money aside so I can get myself a pretty ring. I have one in mind at Zales.
I have also become addicted to COD. But I limit my playing time to only when little man is in bed. It's so much fun!
Well, I'm tired! Night!
I can't imagine what you're going through :( But glad you have family around to help you get through the deployment. *hugs*
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