The closer it gets to Christmas the more depressed I get. This is the first holiday season I have spent without Bruce and it's killing me. Not to mention that our four year wedding anniversary is on the 27th and I won't have him with me for the first time. I am usually nuts over Christmas and don't get me wrong, I am loving seeing little man see all the Christmas stuff and things like that, but not having Bruce with us is making it so painful at times. I hate that he is missing all of this.
But I am trying to keep busy, which includes TONS of baking. Tomorrow I am making peanut butter balls, sugar cookies and gingerbread cookies. Then on Wednesday and Thursday I am making my holiday wreath.
And to make matters better, Bruce still hasn't gotten his Christmas care package and I am getting impatient. I put so much special Christmas stuff in there and I am worried it will all be for nothing. I sent it out even earlier than I did his Thanksgiving one. Stupid holiday mail!
I miss my husband...
Bruce Jr. misses his daddy...
We miss our little family...
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